BWAHHHHHH! I WANT TO BUY A NEW BAG, A GREY SKINNY AND A PAIR OF SLIPPERS! But i need to save money. OHMYMOTHER D:

School sucks today. Business statistics lecture is super boring. They even take attendence for the lecture..Ohmymother!
And to my 'dearest' classmates, please do not make my life difficult.
I know you all want long weekends (yah.who wouldnt want?)..Even though you have taken a look at my timetable already, but PLEASE TAKE A ANOTHER LOOK AT MY TIMETABLE CAN?
you wanted to shift accounting to Tuesday. and hello? Do you have any idea that i have to attend 3 tutorials and 1 lecture(which is business stats and attendence is taken, which means i cannot SKIP?) in a day? and do you have any idea i only have 1 SMALL break during that day? and also! i need to go to school from 9am-6pm with 1 tutorial with break and 2 tutorials and 1 lecture straight with no breaks ok?
CAN YOU JUST PUT YOURSELVES IN MY SHOES FOR ONCE?
Not that i dont want to shift the tutorial. but i can really die if you shift it to tuesday.
What's the problem with going to school for only 2 hrs? Even if you shift the accounting, I have to go to school for 2 hrs instead of 4. If i have the same timetable as yours, i wont give a damn about the 2 hrs. Its alright to me.
and i heard from 1 woman, that she can go SHOPPING on the 'long weekend'.
F you. Because of your shopping, i have to sacrifice my bloody time and energy.
I just want to say..Don't just think for yourselves, think for me too.
Yah. i know it's also partly because i failed my microecons..ok i'm dumb.
But some of you have no brains because you cant think for others. F off la can?
I know i cant blame the whole class, cuz most of you have not seen my timetable yet.
But to SOME ppl..you've seen it and you know it. So kindly stop the bloody shifting of tutorial thing because i really have NO TIME for you.
If you cant, i will go straight to the course manager for help. Dont blame me then..thank you very much.
And anyway, you go poly to study, not for LONG WEEKENDS. wake up people. Down here i tell you..I am really really tired. Dont make me even more tired on tuesdays. I still got work to do cuz i have to support my bank account. It deducts $200 every month for some reason which i feel there's no need to tell you all. BYE

and this is my timetable. Not clear but you can see something. 1 box=1hr..Figure out yourself. I just think the timetable looks crappy and shitty to me.
The breaks are too long and some of the tutorials and lectures are squeezed together.
I have to go to a different class for BOTH micro and macro economics. What is this lah!
Omg. and amylim called just now and said the course manager want to see me tomorrow.
I know what she means..to give me academic advice..Yah whatever lah.
I know what will happen if i fail micro again and the advice will always be the same.
Like..you have to work hard huh. Or, if you have any problems, feel free to talk to me.
haha. like i will =.=
actually, nobody will do that.
School reopens tml. But i would rather work then go to school D:



Only got subtitles but this recording is super funny. No pok no pok! hahaha

It's HARI RAYA TODAY! hahaha. Happy Holidays to the malays ah.
Went to watch resident evil yesterday with jiaying and jieting. Quite nice lah, but have to wait for the forth movie D:
the show was NC16 and the lady at the ticket office even asked ME whether i am 16 or not. In the end i have to show her my ez-link card.
kns. i dont look like i'm 16 years old meh? going on 17 in December already ok?
nvm..Wanted to play pool at city plaza or lucky plaza but then they say 'For Members Only'.
took bus all the way there for nothing..aiya. nothing much happened. just went to the malay village to buy some pancakes.
going sun tanning next Friday! i am so looking forward to it because i cant stand my current fairness. hahaha :D

i dont know how i can survive my next semester in school.
i was never so disappointed until yesterday, i logged in to see my results and there it is..the greatest disappointment.
i still thought i could pass. now i failed twice. and have to take again. go lectures again. go tutorials again. listen to the same thing again. cannot take main exam, can only take supp paper..then why the hell do they want me to attend tutorials again? when i have to do projects and take sem tests for nothing.
i never skip any lectures and tutorials for the subject, i still failed.
i skipped almost all letures for other subjects, but i passed. what kind of joke is this?
i dont know why. i thought i understood but i dont.
there was some problems between me and my mum during my exam period, but i wont put the blame on it. i just have myself to blame.
now i have to take 7 subjects in 1 semester, maybe no cds somemore. and i need 3 cds to graduate.
got to try again next sem and next next sem and next next next sem and next next next next sem.
i used to not care about my results in the past, even when i fail, i can smile and laugh. but now i can't. i can only feel sad and cry over my stupidness.
my parents dont even know about this yet. i dont have the guts to tell them.
just have to lie my way through for the next semester.
for months, i regret not taking up the course i like. i didnt choose the course because i thought there's no future in taking the diploma of that course. i really really regret..
i wanted to change my course during the 1st few days of school, with a class that i really cannot fit in. some topics they talk about really dont interest me. about fashion about shopping..NONE of them like sports, even the guys too. but when i knew i will not be able to graduate together with my best friends, i didnt do it.
lucky in the end, i found some girls in class who can cheer me up.
i know this post is very emotional..but i find it hard to say it out, so i just typed it. and i dont know who i can share this with.
how i miss sec school life..but i know i cant tun back time.
haiya. i'm off.

worked for 5 days consecutively and now i'm tired to the max.
but lucky i got almost 1 week off(: hahaha
after working for about 10 months already, i feel that i need to migrate to other countries when i grow up because i cannot stand singaporeans when i am one myself =.=
why must there be a 'customer is always right' thingy when it makes them more corky and arrogant and ta ma de unreasonable.
walao eh. exams are around the corner(should be in 1 week time), parents come to buy TEXTBOOKS and assessments.
like whatthehell? u buy textbooks for ur child 1 week before the exams just for them to study.
abit stupid right? and they buy maths textbooks. when there's nothing to study about. can just buy guidebook mah. aiyo
and then there's no more stock in all the outlets in singapore, we got blamed. because their child LOST their textbooks and exams are around the corner. how are they going to study?
wahseh. they think they are the only ones to buy textbooks meh? and then, WHO ASK THEIR CHILD NOT TO TAKE CARE OF THEIR BOOKS PROPERLY?
this is one scenario. another one is..when we have to stock but other branches have. wanted us to transfer book there and when we told them transfer needs at least one week.
they go mad because the fastest way to get the book is to go down personally to the other branch.
and you know what they say? they say. "i come all the way here, you tell me no stock. now i have to go down to another branch. WHO PAY MY TRANSPORT FEE? I DONT HAVE SO MUCH TIME."
wakao! i tell you. if not for the job, i will slap that bloody woman. come all the way to our store when she just live in pasir ris and my store is also in pasir ris. kanasai.
but in the end, she still went there..scold me just for fun only lah.
dont want to say already. there are too many stories about these kind of people..they just makes us lose face. i even heard an ang moh scolding an unreasonable english educated working class woman because when i'm serving him, she just cut in and talk. no manners.
wah really leh. i am going to migrate out of singapore when i grow up..
i cannot stand it. why cant singaporeans like people in other countries?
like stand one side when the mrt comes and not rush in and push push push.
and have more moral values lah. dont steal things or whatever..
korean people can put their books out on the streets with nobody taking care of it. but nobody steal it one ok.
and now in singapore, things are wrapped up nicely in a store, people just tear it open and take it as their own.
so now you know..the more people study, the less moral values they have. dont know why did they study civics and moral education for. NO USE ONE LAH